20T: I did it

Hey guys

I gotta say Im really nervous to write this post, but I can't help but smile..

So Friday night one of our friends had a party at his place.. I went with my friend Micki.. naturally we arrived like 3 hours into the party.. as soon as we drove by the house we saw everyone chillen outside and i saw actor-friend. I saw it in his eyes, and my heart started pumpen and my adrenalin was rushing.. so micki and I went into the party and actor-friend and I were ignoring each other... it was all good until we had a quick conversation and he got short with me.. and I was like what? and hes like well whats new with u kinda rudely.. I mentioned that I had some issues with Ken.. and he kinda lightened up but asked questions.. i told him that Ken walked in on me naked.. and that hes been.. intense.. lately. i dono i didnt really get a chance to explain as Ken came over and dragged me away.. but the rest of the night wasnt so great with actorfriend.. we were like fighting about nothing, and I was really getten hurt cuz i didnt understand his real reason for being so pissy..

eventually everyone left the party. and it was just him micki and i back at my place.. micki siad she was leaving but couldnt find her keys.. actorfriend jumped up to help her find them and was like rapidly searching.. which gave me a lil hope.. as it was almost like he wanted to talk to me..

anyways so micki left.. and he sat down beside me.. and started talken to me, or yellen at me about Ken.. apparently Ken said all this shit to actorfrien.. like i was hitting on him, and trying to hook up with him,, and talking about having sex with him.. and actorfriend was so pissed off, telling me how could i replace him with Ken, he had a whole rant.. i was dumbfounded.. when he finally shut up it took me like an hour to explain everything that happened. then he was really pissed at Ken and really sorry to me. he said he never gelt so jelous in his life. and he couldnt believe how upset it made him, and all this stuff.. i dono we had a great conver.. it was like 3am so i asked him if he wanted to go for a drive.. which obv he did.. so we took off to go "pick up his car"..